Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Back from the Temple on the Hill...

Hello Everyone

I am so happy to be home. A little achy, and weak. I ended up losing 5 of the lbs I gained by stomach upset this morning.

Ugh it is so frustrating.

I’m officially on house arrest and numbers are dropping, next week all counts will be lower. This is the nadir state.

Being in the hospital is always a trip. I have trippy visions and no sleep. Encounters with new doctors and disappointments of having to stay longer.

But I felt lucky this time because I got to have people feed me and bring me food I want to eat. I had deep sweet visitors with people; Noah slept the night a lot.

And now I’m home. New Medicine for fluttering I was getting in my heart.

I am feeling a little bit fragile, physically and mentally and spiritually, moving slowly back to that strong space. Allowing myself to empty those vulnerable feelings honoring them and then let them go.

In one of my visions Katrina ( my sweet little girl kittie I’ve had for nearly 9 years) told me to pull all the love in pull it all in, look at all the love around you Victoria, pull it in. and smooth it all out.

In another vision there were all these goony monsters inside of me, pointy and bright red and pink, and I was push them away telling them to get out of my body, get out you don’t belong here anymore.

I was not sleeping during any of these things. I believe that Spirit is working with me on the inside and the outside.

These visions teach me in very deep ways.

I have so much love for all of you, thank you for your continued prayers.

I’m going to eat more and rest a bit.

Love Love and Nothing more then Love.

Namaste
Victoria

1 Comments:

Blogger Mark said...

I was not aware of this blog till I read the latest Friendship House N
ewsletter...This really got to me!

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